#100HappyDays Day 32: My Grandma donated her body to science, so when she died a year ago they took the body away. They have finally released the remains so Mum and I are going back to be there for the burial. We'll have a memorial service in December which will be more like a proper funeral, so this is just burying her, but I wanted to be there all the same. Her death has shaken me, it's brought to light a lot of beauty and a lot of the muck and mud in my mind too. Some days I feel so disconnected from everything, but then the universe throws me something to hold on to and I realise that I am protected after all.